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User:victorianwench (13988348) Paid User
Quills of Blood Ink
A bordello of Emotion Ravaging
Name:victorianwench
Website:The New Victorian
Location:Apex, North Carolina, United States
Birthdate:1988-04-14
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'I thought it was previously established loyalty was flung from the skyscraper of life, and is now spread across the pavement like a jar of preserves...'
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It takes more than a brief paragraph of description to know a person. I could fill your head with lies for all you know. I could create an elaborate world of detail that you see my face in. Are you willing to take that chance?

I spend my time sleeping, working, and playing music. Between my Viola, and my pillow, nothing much else happens. Im not a party girl anymore, and I dont fool around with stupid people and their images of rebellion and total freedom crap. I dont dye my hair different colors to stand out, I dont use clothes, makeup, jewelry, or a really bad hair cut to define who I am. My image, minus my tattoos, has nothing to do with me. We're required to wear clothes. I cant help that.

Those I call friends, are also called family. So when I can find the time to spare, Im with them, generally messing around in the world. I dont know the meaning of silence, or how to go unnoticed. I stand out no matter where I am, and I say whatever I feel I need to without regret or reserve.

I enjoy reading a verity of books; romance, mystery, science fiction, theology, philosophy..ect. I dont sit in front of the TV much, unless Im watching House, Brothers and Sisters, or Greys Anatomy. During which time, my eyes wont leave the screen.

I have one dog, Grace, and one cat, Drusilla. Im more partial to felines though, so I'll probably have a few more cats soon.


That was pleasant wasnt it?




-Im incredibly aggressive by nature. Fiery, passionate, blunt, restless and barge in, guns blazing, ask questions later kinda person. Many people mistaken my blunt and direct additude for rude behavior and distaste. True, Im very reserved and unwilling to allow my guard down, but thats only for a brief time. If you think someone is just going to cuddle up to you and be your BBF at first meet, you're an idiot and should be shot for your ignorance. It takes time to know someone, and Im a very private individual.
-Im not looking to be unique. I believe there is no one single quality a person has, that no other human on earth has or have had. I believe we can have rare, uncommon qualities, that make a handful of people unique. Im an individual that doesnt require anyone else to think for her- and generally when people think for me, it takes more energy to think stupid than to think logically.
-I dont want to be anyone else but me. Its too hard to maintain a mask of false outward perception. And why in the name of biscets would I want to be liked, admired, loved, and desired, for someone Im not? Makes no sense. And has no satisfaction.
-Im emotional. Yup. Go figure. Emotional female. How uncommon is that?! Im having a hard time dealing with my PCOS (look it up). It makes my mood swings often unbarable and hard to control. I realize when Im being overly sensitive to something, and that its my PCOS, and not me. But that doesnt meany everyone else does, nor should they have to put up with it. You tollerate me at your own desire. I dont make you stay.
-I wear my heart on my sleeve with a battle axe in hand. I guard my friends more than myself, but if you fuck me over, I'll take your head off. I give myself to my friends as much as I possibly can. I give even more to my partner and thats what makes each failed relationship difficult; healing those wounds.
-Im spiritual. Im a druid/pagan like person. Or I rather be called 'Heathen'. I dont believe in the God of JHVH (Jehovah...or Jesus), and I dont expect anyone to follow my spiritual path. Dont force your bullshit on me, and I wont slap you down like a redheaded stepchild with my bullshit.

What I like:
-Lots of things!!
Music, movies, books, philosophy, theology, gardening, art, swimming, the beach, sleeping, sex, sex, food, sex, cats, animals (I hate birds....) my bed, friends, parts of my family, trashy romance novels of sexy highlander men...mmm...thats...yea. All I can think of right now. Details of my likes would take forever.

Dislike:
-Stupid people. Ignorance, child abuse, alcohol abuse, sexual abuse, injustice, cocky fuck heads that have nothing to offer, but act like they are a gift to humanity, olives, cockroaches, clowns, homophobs...dog poop.






-Music-


Emilie Autumn, Muse, Within Temptation, Mazzy Star, Jem, Silent Hill, Faith and the Muse, Evanescense, Cradle of Filth, Puddle of Mud, Lacuna Coil, Def Leppard, Queen, Eagels, Celtic music, Mozart, Techno, GodSmack, DieForm, Rob Zombie, Avenged Sevenfold, Green Day, Jewel, Three Days Grace, Static X, Mushroom Head, Rage against the Machine, NIN, OLD Drowning Pool, Train, HIM, Hecate Enthroned, Midnight Syndicate, Darling Violetta, Pandoras Box, Nightwish, Theatre of Tragedy, Sins of Thy Beloved, London after Midnight, Moonspell, Persephone, After Forever, Panic at the Disco, Zeromancer, Tea Party, Butch Walker, Inkubus Sukkubus, Slayer, Godhead, Loreena McKennitt, Enya, Annie Lennox, My dying Bride, Portishead, Stephen Lynch, Pusifur, Massive attack, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Faun, The Candy Spooky Theatre, Albannach, Ghost Orgy, Nox Arcana, Ashes you leave, Cannibal corpse, ac/dc, aerosmith, bad religion, bubba sparxxx, chevelle, disturbed, DMX, dropkick murphys, garbage, googoo dolls, hatebreed, iron maiden, jack off jill, kittie, lifehouse, marilyn manson, matchbox 20, metallica, pantera, powerman 5000, secondhand serenade, seether, sex pistols, staind, system of a down, The mad tea party, tool, velvet revolver, wednesday 13

If its BOLD that means I favor them more than the others.
Memories::1 entry
Interests:52: art, beach, beaches, books, cats, charmed, concerts, eddie izzard, family, fantasy, fetish, food, friends, furry, gilmore girls, greys anatomy, hardcore, highland games, hiking, icons, ireland, jewelry, letters, magick, metal, moshing, mountains, music, mystery, mythology, nordic, paganism, paranormal, philosophy, piercings, reading, rock, roleplay, romance, roses, sex, sexuality, singing, sleeping, smelly good stuff, stephen lynch, strange, tattoos, traveling, vampires, viking, writing
Schools:None listed
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